Frantic times, saintly and humbling moments

Envisage this: I was in a really tight spot and realized that calling on God was the only way out of it. Naughty, right? So i got into a solemn discussion with the most high. I pledged to Him that if He got me out of it unscathed, i would give up something i love so much. He, the ever loving and forgiving Father who certainly knows what is best 4 me granted my wish and now it’s my turn to deliver on my promise.

As it is the nature of most of us His children, I want out of the deal. I don’t want to keep this promise anymore. But i don’t want to face his wrath either. I know for sure that if i keep defying Him, one day He might just chastise me gravely. I guess i should really be a compliant daughter this time. It’s for the best anyway!

And oh....thank you so much....it is true what they say that you are an all encompassing God!

Sad day...

 

I am teary right now! My colleagues...many of them have just got the boot! I feel so awful. These guys are so crushed! I wish i was a tycoon. I would find means to help this nation. I say this from the very core of my heart!

The future seems so bleak right now for these youths. Almighty father, please make a way for these young men and women wearing really sad expressions at this moment. Don’t desert them please. Amen *i subconsciously say a little prayer*  

Life’s a bitch! Couldn’t help but take a minute in the wash room to shed some tears. It’s the only way i calm down in such situations.

I almost believe what they say about Wednesdays being cursed! What with all the bad things happening today the 02/07/2014.

Beat this: I’ve been on a house hunt for 2 weeks now and had not been successful in getting what i was searching for. The apartments i have seen so far are either too far or too expensive for me. Just when i had chosen to let the search rest 4 now, a friend calls me up 2 see something not really nice but habitable and i paid up just to get it over with. A few minutes ago, my favourite broker called to tell me that he got something really cool, accessible and affordable! Dammit! I already paid 6 months’ rent for a lousy place!

Nevertheless, i enjoyed the whole experience. My broker is just so cool. All i have to do is part with 10bob to fuel his car and we move all over. He is so enduring, even when i keep saying “house cool but far from the roadside, no heater, lousy neighborhood, no salon close by, no popcorn kiosk...” among a list of all sorts of lame excuses i always give him to not rent a particular house. 

Well am going to make the most of this opportunity to save up so i can finally move into my dream apartment. It still haunts me that during my tours with my broker i saw a really cool pad i was too willing to give anything to have and then just as i left to add up the dime, a loaded guy and his girlfriend paid 12 months upfront! 

But oh well, such is life. Someone out there must be cursing me for taking the house s/he wanted to have so badly.

“There’s always inequality in life. Some men are killed in a war, some wounded and some never leave the country...” 

Life’s unfair...

Ooops....time check-17:31 and am not done with my daily report. See you when i get another chance to scribble folks.

Stay blessed!