And all it took
was a hug! One magnetic embrace stirred my entire being!
I’m spellbound. I
see him and get goose bumps. I hear his voice and get chills down my spine. It’s
been an eon since anyone tickled my fancy this bad. I love to hate this
feeling; especially because of how impuissant it’s made me. It’s an emotional crisis.
“But why Ella? Why him? Why the most enigmatic
of them all?”
The overly insistent
inner voice won’t let me be. Sadly, even I can’t find the answers to these pesky
questions. Matter of fact, I would rather play dumb.
What I’m certain
about though is I want this to linger; because when we hug; God, those stolen
moments are hypnotic. I could stay in that embrace forever.
Unhealthy as it
may seem; scratch that; perilous as it’s already proven; it’s an “adventure”
I’m willing to explore. I’m an adrenaline junkie after all, no?
I’m enslaved!