It’s a Saturday night and i should
be doing something special to unwind...it’s always a long week 4 me and it
would only be cool to cosset myself. In ma world though, ma indulgencies only
range from a bar of chocolate and huge bottle of fanta to old ballads and love story movies. But today,
even those could not help...i just cant think of anything else but him...and yet, i’ve
been trying 2 get over him!
Oh nooooooooooooo....he didn’t miss..right??
Uruguay Vs Costa Rica is the match showing right now and this would have been an amazing
goal but he missed. The overly handsome player kicked the ball too high. And
now...a penalty for Uruguay.....soccer!
I wish i could be watching these
games with you; learning a thing or two about this whole 90 minutes’ process
involving men chasing after one ball in order to score points; soliciting clarity
from you on a cross, foul, corner kick among other such terms used in this game that men
obsess about.
“Ella focus”........that irksome
but often times overly astute little
voice inside “shakes” me out of my digression and sets me back to my reality; it’s
time to move on!
Quick question: Why is it so hard
to get over “impossible loves”? I mean how come even when you know the two of
you can’t be, you just can’t stop feeling so deeply for them? Shouldn’t the realisation that
the feeling aint being reciprocated be sufficient to get them out of your
system? How can one love in vain but keep on doing it?
You still want to call and hear
his voice, even when you know you’ll only feel worse after you hang up. Reason:
you didn't hear the words you so desire to hear from the one you so badly
miss. Crazy, right?
It’s half time and sounds of
Radio and Weasel play on Radio City...Neela...i love this song. Wait a second,
Weasal didn’t feature in this one this time...are they going solo??? It’s a
tight duo, i hope not!
Drat! Still have to prepare my
supper. In a bid to keep my mind occupied, one of my new hobbies is cooking. A
good friend said i’ve lost so much weight (never been bigger anyways) and the
person am trying to get over begged me to take care of myself. So am off to
make myself some delicious stuff; not sure what yet but i know it’s gonna be
tasty.
Till i scribble something else
again.....
“Do not allow yourself to be in
such a situation...it is so emotionally draining.....insisting on unreciprocated emotions”
